neutral
I think I'm retarded.
I keep repeating that but i dunno why...
I'm feeling...neutral i think,that means I'm retarded(That's a doiki word..)
See,I'm not excited after PMR ends,I'm not sad when I'm supposed to feel sad,I'm...
I dunno
I'm even less emo like i use to
So...I'm weird
I don't know what I'm saying
I don't know how I feel about everyone
I don't know what am i saying
Hey guys I'm not emo but I'm just a bit confused what am i feeling about...everything
Everyone changed u know especially this year
Me too,I don't denied
I don't know why some people are critisizing other people without watching what themselves are doing...
I won't deny that maybe i maybe one of them but I'm trying to change myself
I felt that I'm changing too
At first I though it was good,in fact i think its awesome
But,yeah...it WAS
Now,I don't think so...
I don't think that I'm very happy with this...situation?I don't know how to describe but yeah,I think I'm a jerk....
Sometimes I overreacted and said something bad that hurt other people,sorry arr...
I should've grow up earlier,I should'nt be so straight forward sometimes,I'm very damn sorry for all the wrong things i did every time i think about it,I hate myself because for hating someone else,I felt that I'm a very very very very bad girl that don't know how to reverse everthing and forgot how to cry...
You know when I'm a little girl,I'm shy and timid and lack of self confidence...
but now
I've change
into something better?
I dunno
Sometimes I hope I never change,I'm still a quiet girl that smiles with other people and no one will ever notice me...
but i know that is not i want
I dunno I dunno I dunno
I'll try to change,I'm not exactly happy for what I am now...
6:33 PM
